Coyote and Selected Poems by
 Lamar Thomas



Vanity
 
 After a week of unpacking,
 Assembling, organizing and arranging,
 Waking up seems a little different now,
 The morning has a threat,
 A different image in the glass,
 Backing down from the mirror,
 The cold white cheeks,
 Green eyes bulged behind a nest of wrinkles,
 The high hairline, still reddish blond, but rising,
 Looking tired, looking like the years.
 And a slow migraine etches itself in,
 It writhes into my temple
 And rests awhile there, just pushing, pushing out…
 I want to go out, ah Hell! I wanna socialize,
 But I'm looking/feeling old and tired,
 And it's too soon yet for all that worry,
 But that's the way it looks,
 That's what the mirror says.
 So I push against the day, pray for rain,
 Start laughing at my vanity,
 Still I pray for rain,
 Hitting high Temptation tunes:
 I wish it would rain….Give it up,
 ask my darling as she rubs
 Her own morning eyes:
            Who's your pretty man?
            Who's the song in your heart?
            She smiles, says, you are.
 And I close the bathroom door,
 Another morning conquered,
 Another day embraced.


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